Better in TIme.
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok
[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easyTo just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the pathI'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok
[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go So I can be free
And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will[
Chorus: x2]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in timeEven though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time
its over.
u think i dun feel hurt?
just wanna thank u for the love u gave.
we will heal. we will be better in time.
and i promise,
you are the girl i once love.
but now stay as friends alright.
take care and meet up soon.
shattered`* 5/26/2009 06:51:00 PM
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2 words to describe myself.
useless girlfriend.
2 words to say to u.
im sorry
3 words that i feel for u now.
i miss you!
nevertheless, im in great pain.
cant help to think of u,
but tears just dun behave,
they always flows down like nobody business.
perhaps everything is too late.
im sorry,
but u always be that special someone,
that i will never forget. take care!
林晓培 - 心动
有多久没见你
以为你在那里
原来就住在我的心底
陪伴着我的呼吸
有多远的距离
以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长
回头就看到你
过去让它过去
来不及从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹
总是想再见你
还试着打探你的消息
原来你就住在我的身体守护我的回忆.
ur missed!
shattered`* 5/01/2009 04:23:00 AM
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OMFG!
what a misunderstanding.
since when u(ahpa) did wrong to me.
unless u did and i dint know.
the tag was not for u.
i was angry and pissed with some others.
some others butch which really pissed me off.
and LCB is not lao chee bye.
is low class butch.
my god.
why do u think its u.
silly you huh.
hope this post make it clearly for u!
dun ever thiink its you alright. smiles*
shattered`* 12/29/2008 01:28:00 AM
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eileen 20th birthday.
has loads of loads of fun... i swear!
hope she enjoy it too man.
shattered`* 11/25/2008 03:08:00 AM
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dammit, its just a day without seeing em,
and i miss em already.
ever since that day, they have being a part of mine life.
i miss the times we hang out tgt.
we laugh, we play, we joke and we do nonsense stuffs.
each of every meet ups left a deep impression of em.
sighs. i hope there's more of it.
shattered`* 11/17/2008 02:49:00 AM
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its 5.30am in the morning.
have being rushing my projects.
i have ZERO time for anything,
even my beloved frens and sweetheart
i can only meet em in the night,
for just a short while.
its really not easy to study,
but i couldnt and i wont give up.
suddenly, i felt so tied.
is like anytime, anywhere
i will just burst out.
i really have no time for love now.
u said im just like her!
indeed, frens are impt to me~
but im definately nicer den her.
she's way to0 harsh.
if im gonna treat u the way she is,
u wouldnt being anywhere near me! trust me.
indeed, truth hurts.
but this has made me realise that..
u love to compare yrself with others.
im sorry, i hate people to take comparison in r/s.
telling me if whoever and whoever is so good to their gf,
or whoever and whichever is so nice to their gf,
im sorry. LEAVING will be my definate final decision.
u said this r/s doesnt matter to me at all.
i wun be hurt just because im the one who intiate the breakup.
den carry on with yr mentality.
I HAD ENOUGH!
we're just living in denial.
isnt a short fullstop will be better?
i got to carry on with projects.
gtg. i miss my darlings. dajie layyen sweetheart eileen.
shattered`* 11/13/2008 05:25:00 AM
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sometimes, things gradually happen on us.
forgive me if i choose not to say anything.
i have my own reason.
if ever 1 day,
i said nothing and leave,
tat doesnt mean i dun appreciate this friendship,
its because i am too tired for everything!
i got my studies to struggle,
i got my own problems.
i got classmates problems,
and definately, sometimes her.
my one and only girl that i will never forget.
dunno what's wrong,
and i have being harsh,
i know she cant hang on anymore.
blame me if u wan.
from the start,
i have never being a good girlfriend be4....NEVER!
even to my ex girlfriend,
some say i'm good but what happens in the end was the opp,
if i am that good,
none will treat me like i have never being loved be4.
now that i found 1 who treasure.....
sigh, not gonna mention.
i have loads in me.
i have my reasons not to say.
gotta stop alr.
leavemealone*
shattered`* 10/26/2008 03:57:00 AM
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hmmm.
updating time,
skewl has started for me,
will be another yr of stress i guess.
study aint easy,
but its part of life.
currently hasnt have any problems with classmates,
my khakis in tmc.
alright,
have being trying hard to change.
to be a better sweetheart of sweetheart,
a better daughter of my dad,
a better fren
and a better gf.
i know i sucks.
all i can say is,
i will try my best.
goodnight:)
shattered`* 10/13/2008 01:20:00 AM
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hasnt being updating for the past 2 months.
well, assignments is always the cause of it.
now that assignments are over,
i only have 3 weeks of break.
how wonderful..
haha have been waiting for my car prac for a very long time.
tmr is the day.
haha. dunno how will it feels to be in the car?
well, i have realise things have being changing.
people beside me,
people that i have lost contact,
and people who i meet up often.
even me myself,
have being changing.
from good to bad i would say,
my temper!!!
but whatever it is,
if someone really loves u,
she will accept the way u r.
dun change yr love one for god sick.
its a damm wrong thing to do.
so conclusion is,
i have learn my lesson,
a lesson which not to be a good person,
as people fcuking take u for advantage.
JUST LIKE HER!!
gotta go.
nite..
bee,urthesunthemoon.ilu
shattered`* 9/15/2008 02:55:00 AM
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currently lazying to update!
busying with skewl work cum events coming up.
hoho our dear dust 20th bdae
this coming sunday.
hoho.
yup will make it a sh0rt post right now.
suddenly, tears in my eyes wanna come out.
i dunno why.
gotta go?
shattered`* 7/21/2008 11:57:00 PM
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NOTE!!!
ONCE AGAIN, I EMPHASIZE,
please do not read whoever whoever blog,
and den go msg d whoever or me myself. (u F***ing know who u r)
F*** u guys.
why some of you like to interfere in some life
which doesnt concern bout u guys at all.
a blog is somewhere where u could write
all of yr feelings down,
and when somebody interfere,
it totally screw your life up.
damm you,
it doesnt matter if i'm angry, sad happy or what.
u might think messaging is concern.
oh please, Please, PLEASE!!
u r so damm wrong.
to ME or to OTHERS,
this is SCREWING UP our lifes man,
you act as if u care,
but actually,
YOU ARE JUST A DAMM HELL BIMBO
WHO SCREW OUR LIFE!!
UNDERSTAND!!!!!!
dun make me to do something which look very ugly,
when u eventually step on my tail,
i will hold no mercy!!
dun make me start condeming again.
this is our privacy idiot.
u have NO RIGHT to even comment.
oh before i say any further,
to someone,
if u ASSUME i'm writing bout u,
and u wish to clarify,
please do so!
i dun wan misunderstanding again.!!
yesterday 10 july 2008,
was femme quest finals.
met up with char, meixiang
head down to zouk bout 11pm.
performance by all contestant was great yeah.
2nd runner up was F7 = Elvi
1st runner up was F5 = Gillyn
and the winner, was super super pretty,
me and char couldnt take our eyes off her.
she was d prettiest among all contestant...
is none other den F9 = KAy.
wait till i get her photo.
i will update alright.
ya will start hunting for her pics soon.
gotta go!!
tmr still got work.
-byes-
shattered`* 7/12/2008 01:03:00 AM
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i seldom write post about somebody.
but today i got no choice to blog it out.
whether u wanna find my problem,
or u wanna ask someone to bash me up,
up to u.
that shows u r soooo childish. (haha)
nvm... let's get started.
TO: MY lovable backstabbing fren of mine!!! (u know who u r)
i can say we have know each other for quite some time.
not days not months. BUT years.
i just merely blog bout my flashback a couple entries ago.
and u msg me that kind of stuff,
which make me feel tat..
u are thinking way too much eh?
who says i'm refering to you!!
did i even mention yr name?
did u see yr bloody lovely name in my entries?
PLEASE!! open yr beautiful idiotic eyes,
yr name is not even mentioned!!!
UNLESS you tell me you sounded like the person i'm refering in e blog.
that means problem lies in yr head man.
guilty conscience??
or ASSUMING?
who r you to ASSUME that i'm mentioning bout you?
ASSUME = ASS U ME
you make a ass out of u and me!!
understand idiot!!
all this while i wanted to say somethings to you!!
from a very long time ago!
i already saw yr true colours,
because of yr own good,
yr frens ard, including me,
are treated like a fool...
or i can say u take too much granted from us?
haha it doesnt matter ok.
because i always believe,
a LEOPARD will NEVER CHANGE its spot.
and that's you!!
well, u can never get far with this character.
think hard on what i say my dear fren.
that's all for now!
if u gonna find me prob?
i'm not afraid.
instead i'm awaiting for the day that....
i can just give u one tight slap.
-goodbyes-
shattered`* 7/07/2008 10:45:00 PM
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hohoh!!
after awaiting for so long,
i finaly can learn driving.
might take lessons in skewl instead.
higher percentage of passing.
yup.
Recently, there're loads of conflicts.
i dunno what in my mind.
ii dunno why i behave like this.
perhaps perhaps perhaps...
i dunno.
but ya. i will try to change.
now even sweetheart says that i'm different.
my temper from bad to worst.
not putting my sweetheart in my 1st priority,
she seem quite disappointed.
but everything's fine now.
gotta go!!
skewl starting tmr.
another stressful term.
shattered`* 7/06/2008 11:50:00 AM
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Yesterday family day!!
went out with my family to have lunch at raffles town club.
it was a dim sum restaurant.
my aunt leacing for thailand for 2 years.
so it's like a farewell lunch.
my little 2 cousins were too cute.
they didnt let my aunt took a photo of dem.
so i said :
me: be good ok? if u let me take a photo of u all,i perform magic trick
immediately, d small sister ask the kor kor,
to stand behind her,
and together....CHEESE!!!
haha small kids are like this.
forever so cute, naive and make u smile.
follow up dinner,
i promise mum that if her health condition improve,
i will treat her to nice dinner.
so yesterday was the night.
was damm fun lar.
later in the night,
i met up with char and po.
we went cycling.
it's a damm hell long time we didnt meet up.
i was happy to see dem. :)
haha. skewl starting soon. july 7!
another stressful term up ahead.
shall relax while i can.
yup gotta stop here le.
-urmissedbycar-
shattered`* 6/23/2008 01:13:00 AM
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i thought...
u are d one who knows me best.
i thought....
no matter how busy am i,
u will still be the one who stays by my side
and not drift..
but today i'm wrong,
those words tat are out from yr mouth today,
make me realise,
both of us has changed to someone we dunno.
u might have influenced by "her"
i dunno what she have done to you.
well, me have to struggle between work, studies, friends, family.
i just merely dint contact u for weeks,
those words just came out..
like u didnt care all this while.
i just thought....
u will be the one who's d last to leave me.
i'm sorry!!
u disappointed me.
WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR?
it's for me to start understand this sentence once more.
gotta go!!!
shattered`* 6/21/2008 03:27:00 AM
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Si's birthday celebration with all of us.
(me,guihe,ben,juliet,liwei,nic and gf,si and ting)
all of us went to Changing Appetite for dinner.
Total bill was $237.20.
Expensive huh!!
FInally, Deadline of submissions of project is today.
dammit i can feel the work load has being taken off lar.
decided not to go to sch tmr.
handed up those assignments still go skewl for what??
haha.
went Zouk just now.
today's Femme Quest hunt preview.
didnt have any intention to go down,
but eileen insist tat we head down,
and look at the " bitch " la.
so ya,intially everything was alright.
till i felt a little unhappy in me.
but i wouldnt want to spoil other's mood,
den headed home quite early today.
yup.
a short post tho.
gotta get to bed sooon :)
it always take 2 hands to clap. - imissyou-
shattered`* 6/13/2008 04:10:00 AM
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I'm back at bishan.
reasons cause i sprain my leg.
hah damm stupid la.
but it feels real good to be back at home.
proper food and accomdations.
hee, den free ride to school everyday.
dammit.
7 days to submission for 3 projects.
damm i haven even complete 1 entire project.
time is real tight.
ARGHHHHHH.
but i just gonna hang on.
no choice no choice.
haha.
yup gonna prepare for school now.
gotta go!!
-urmissedbycar-
shattered`* 6/05/2008 11:30:00 AM
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hohho.
hasnt being updating.
skewl was stress.
classmate tat i met wasnt as cool as ITE mates.
suddenly, i felt ite peeps were one of my best mates.
my new classmates.
not cooperative,
not studying.
a couple of dem still copying answer here n there.
sighs.
3 assignments are up now.
due date is all june!!
how man??
dammit!
alright just gonna post a short one for today.
gonna check up some info now.
-byes-
shattered`* 5/07/2008 11:11:00 PM
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first day of school was hell tired.
den i met this girl.
she was d first to talked to me!!
n d first thing she asked!
" are you A butch "?
i was like uh huh.
so funny la.
but damm friendly.
so in between orientation.
we were all forced to take part some competetion.
basketball, TMC idol, swimming etc etc.
i was like wtf??
must we joined la?
so no choice,final decisions was basketball.
am pairing up with 2 macho man n 2 pretty ladies.
they were like saying:
pretty ladies: hey u know how to play basketball?
me: no,i'm lousy at it!
pretty ladies: dun worry,we go seduce our opponent,
den u snatch d ball,passedto macho man k?
me: LAUGH OUT LOUD!! ok lol.
damm funny la.is like as if those judges are fake?
but i hope everything go smoothly for this hell 6 months.
haha yup.gotta stop already.
i'm heading to mustafa!
goodnite.
shattered`* 4/01/2008 03:08:00 AM
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skewl starting tomorrow.
right now.inside i'm feeling a mix emotion in me.
a couple of days,
i was talking to cai.
n i was really till now.
thinking back bout d past.
some facts are not revealed.
be it who?
yup,i can really realise.
i'm d fool.
a total fool which still choose d alternative way.
hmmm
i hope d next time i can really mean what i say.
it doesnt matter anymore
well i really met a so called mischap.
something strange happening at my house.
creepy i would say.
trying ways to think positively.
there's loads of loads of thing happening.
unhappy things.
well..i gonna stop here
when u need me.i'm always here.
n this is d only fact tat will never change
shattered`* 3/31/2008 01:19:00 AM
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hoho!!
hasnt being updating man.
hmm anyway i'm just back from play.
today is 2008 semi-finals miss university DRAG.
i wouldnt have being there
if alex didnt took part.
yup d competetion started bout 8.
so cliques went to have a light dinner.
alex was so called "miss malaysia"
of all country,i dunno why msia.
his performance was great.
just tat he didnt smile n lack of confidence.
but gladly, he manage to enter to finals
which held on this coming 29th march.
i can really say, he's one of d outstanding ones.
so ya, most prob i'm heading back for finals.
but entering top 3 is a little difficult.
competitors are so much confident.
hopefully, our support will gain his confidence back.
anyway,
i'm starting school end of d month.
will be suffering like a mad dog for 1/2 a year.
but perhaps, this is d only route for me.
haha yup gotta stop here le.
damm tired.
goodnights
shattered`* 3/02/2008 02:25:00 AM
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hasnt being updating.
loads of things happen.
i've lost my dearest one.
i've lost loads of frens.
i've lost confident.
i've lost faith in myself.
i've lost trust.
perhaps from d start.
u already gave up on me.
tat's why u dint bother bout it anymore.,
or perhaps from d start,
everything was just "yi kao"
it's not love from you.
i've never blamed u for anything.]
if this is yr decision.
n it can make u smile,
n be yrself.
n if there's anyone better out there,
i will give u my bestest comgrats,
right from d bottom of my heart.
enough of all this.
i will stay strong.
but i've no one i can turn to anymore.
not anymore..
anyway. i intend to further my studies
yup.got to go!
-i'llbehappy-
shattered`* 1/16/2008 11:00:00 PM
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supposingly. i did blog bout today.
haha fiona just called her aunt.
and she's coming back tml.
so well, i guess tonight will be d last night here.
tat's y i may not be online tat often anymre.
so deicided to give this a last post.
haha 2 weeks passed just like this.
it has being a nice stayout.
got loads of freedom.
and ya. have being taking care of "baby"
hopefully she'll get better.
yeah.d thot of going back amk,
was such a dull mood.
but no choice lo. haha.
yeah. gonna start packing up alr.
-goodnights-
shattered`* 10/19/2007 01:02:00 AM
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haha dint update last night.
haha headed to town yest.
met with ting jek kaixiang n his fren.
walked ard.
den headed to marina.
cause need to alter d jeans tat she bought me.
dammit. was damm shocked la.
but really appreciate it.-loves-
den ting was like thinking of coming over.
haha den it was hell loads of fun man.
we eat and sleep la.
everyone ate maggie mee for supper.
wanted to head out to have supper.
BUT haha laziness.
ya so end up eating homely for d night.
hmmm yeah.
haha den headed to bed alr.
today work was fine.
merely work for 4 hours.
den headed home to rest le.
so met up with fiona.
cause i took d keys.
and she bought KFC for d dogs.
my goodness., dogs eat KFC.
den suddenly haha thinking of going swimming.
so WHOOSH.
haha yeah. gotta bath now!!
byes!
shattered`* 10/18/2007 10:29:00 PM
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work isnt smooth today.
haha but surprisingly.i saw sharon.
haha yeah. my bestie in secondary skewl.
dammit.she perk up my day.
hais dajie doesnt seem to like me at work.
but i wont let it affect me.
i'll buck up.
alright.just a short post.
gonna head to bed.-missses-
shattered`* 10/17/2007 01:22:00 AM
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haha. supposingly we should be out for a walk on yr off days.
but for me. it's sleeping througout man.
haha woke up bout 1 plus.
den slack till night.
headed to mustafa.
get some accersories from it.
den my off days just gone like this. dammit.
yup hasnt being meeting my loves one lately.
sorry. will plan mit up soon k?
i guess i will lose some friends soon.
because u guys may hate me from being close to yr frens.
esp those who r once so closed to you.
but u must understand something.
u choose yr girl over yr frens.
i dun blame u.
if u wanna hate me.
go ahead alright.
i'll just be so disappointed in u guys. :)
shattered`* 10/16/2007 12:13:00 AM
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another day just passed like this.
woke up bout ten.
headed to amk hub.
haha den saw ah ma and her family i guess.
cause i dun see ah pa.
yeah den headed to work.
work was still fine.
just tat i aint good as d past.
yup.
guess it was just d start of everything.
haha too much to learn.
yeah gotta head to bed soon.
-goodnights-
it has being so long since we meet.
i hope i'm still in d corner of yr heart.
-loves-
shattered`* 10/15/2007 01:44:00 AM
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haha. dint update yesterday eh.
haha shall do it now.
yest morning when back to amk,
cause fiona needa go home to get shoes.
den headed down to central tgt with her
to look for hc.
she wanna look for a pressie for karling.
a belated present.
so after tat fiona headed to work at marche.
and in d later part of d day.
we met up again.
this time round, we head to mustafa with ching n hc.
mustafa is sooo big.
we had a hard time looking for cloth clips.
goodness so we ask dem
if they wanna pop by fiona aunt house.
ya, so this is how yesterday passed.
today.suppose to work at 12.
dammit was too tired.
so told supervisor i will reach before 3.
work was ok today.
just tat i dint expect my supervisor
to be so harsh.ARGH whatever.
today's his last day. so i just hack care la.
hoho.anyway everyone was so happy tat today his last day
haha.yeah tat's all for now i guess.
gotta sleep soon.
-misses-
shattered`* 10/14/2007 01:38:00 AM
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RAHH !!
serangoon garden sucks lar.
d people there are so not friendly.
except for some.
is either i transfer back to amk,
or i quit.
lalala.i guess most people are typical eh.
when u have d cash,
u dun have to do anything, people just come to you.
when u r slightly out of cash.
not a single soul appear.
not even a text.
haha.doesnt matter lar.
hoho. yeah gotta stop here le.
-ithasbeingasufferingweek-
shattered`* 10/12/2007 02:25:00 AM
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first day of work.
quite tiring but i've met loads of nice collegues.
hoho. has being transfer to serangoon garden
starting from tml.
haha alright.
i guess it's time for me to sit down,
and think, Think, THINK
what i really wan in life.
nah not gonna think bout it now.
just want to sleep real soon eh.
-iwannasleep,goodnites-
shattered`* 10/11/2007 01:29:00 AM
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HUR HUR.
i was there.
i knew every thing.
know how did i feel when i saw u with them.
it doesnt matter.
i'm always the last to know every shit of it.
i guess u did have a great time.dint u??
enuff is enuff.
-gone to bed-
shattered`* 10/10/2007 03:09:00 AM
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i miss skewl.
i miss cliques.
i miss loads of frens.
i miss everything tat pass thru my life.
right now..
OFF TO BED!! nights.
shattered`* 10/09/2007 02:53:00 AM
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definately, blogging at this hour
is something which happens once a blue moon.
alrights, currently unable to sleep.
so decided to update blogs n stuff.
hmmm wont be home for a week or so.
yeah!! taking a break from home.
those naggings n restrictions.!
yup.something has being bothering me,
which make me very uncomfortable lately.
but whatever it is,i wun be able to write it out here.
i believe somethings aint meant for us.
n i also believe. things isnt d same anymore.
nah will stop all this rubbish going thru my mind now.
now for happy ones.
2 wedding invitation on dec.
1 is sharon.
another one is meixiang.
it seem like marriage top e trand eh?
haha hopefully they wont be tied up.
alright gotta log off soon.
goodnights
shattered`* 10/08/2007 03:39:00 AM
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GREAT!!!
a month without any entries.
sept life.... ! tsk tsk.
things i did was countable.
but manage to mit up with cliques.
suprisingly,ALL turn up!!
our 2 boys. jimmy an yj..
hoho BOTAK!!!!
army life has make them more man!!-haha-
alright. has being going interview lately.
if everything goes smoothly.
next monday should start work already.
hopefully everything goes smoothly.
hmmm perhaps when time has past,
i will slowly grow.
not in a horizontal way,
neither a vertical way,
but to sit down and really think..
who are my friends.?
not just a hi bye friend.
a friend who really be there no matter what.
a friend who treasure u.
i just realise.what she say was true.
she aint worth my time anymore!
therefore,conclusion had made.
i'll stop being yr "friend".
or i should say, u've never treat me like 1.
whatever it is.
life is good for me now.
once work starts.
it'll just minimise the time i have.
and definately,time left wont be spent with you.
so i'll say goodbye to c.
and look forward to my future.
i miss cliques so much.
meet up soon pls!! -haha-
shattered`* 9/20/2007 05:06:00 PM
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hasn't being updating.
hoho. ending august soon.
seem like my life has being a straight line all this while.
haha tat's partly why i dint update.
ya.monotone life isnt tat bad afterall.
time pass super fast.
it's has being 5 month since i graduate.
on off working.
mit up frens.
so on and so for.
gradually. 5 months pass just like that.
ya.alomost done for blogging.
update soon!!
shattered`* 8/24/2007 05:49:00 PM
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haha.
spent almost an hour reading xiaxue blog.
goodness!!
steven lim was really a bad date.
haha.go see d links in xiaxue's blog.
d one girls talk on a blind date.
hmmm . alright . awww.
anyway.
coming week will be busy.
got to help in some accounts works. -faints-
but e money dat comes in is like whoosh!!
haha shall look forward.
k gotta log off soon.!!
shattered`* 7/25/2007 05:08:00 PM
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haha today is dajie's 21st birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRYHDAY DAJIE!!!!
haha currently at her place.
her cake was like super big plus
got her pretty face on it too.
imagine someone older den u by 1 year
has already become "da biao yee"
wahaha.
12 july 2007!!!
my goodness.
went for butch hunt last night.
super handsome lar.
winner of butch hunt was CHaRm.
1st runner up was XT
n 2nd runner up was B
all of dem super cute n handsome.
haha ok.
carry on n i'll turn PB!
enuff of butch.
gotta stop here soon!!!
shattered`* 7/13/2007 11:29:00 PM
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currently at ah pa hse.
hmmm.
just realise she seem different today!
kinda down.
she claim it was work??
hmmm i dunno.
i really hope it's bout work tho. :)
but i aint feeling good too.
am starting to doubt.
whether.......
i dun wanna mention much.
felt very insecure.
a full stop will end it here.
shattered`* 7/07/2007 03:02:00 AM
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listening to: say it isnt so/.
same feeling
different mood.
having bad swings lately.
i need to be alone.
-silence-
shattered`* 6/28/2007 06:57:00 PM
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place: eileen house
listening to:would you b there.?
hmmm kinda feel empty today.
it's something undescribable.
but there's definately a clot of things stuck in my heart.
which i dun wish to xplain.
alright. a short entry will do for now!!
-gottago-
shattered`* 6/27/2007 07:28:00 PM
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hasnt being well lately.
guess too many late outs and durians.
hohoho.
my blog's dying.
dunno wad to update and stuff.
july 12th??
anybody going for butch hunt.??
if yes. give me a call.
we'll meet there alright.
haha
a short entry tho.
*1moreweek*
shattered`* 6/26/2007 05:10:00 PM
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haha. intend to head home aft work.
but my hands itch.
wanna come use comp.
hasnt being updating.
haha but life's good now.
just met my pa and ma las night.
jody and cindy last fri.
yup.
butch hunt preview tml.
think finals will be on july.
should be going on finals instead.
hohohoho.
yup gotta get going.
ifeelsoloved :)
shattered`* 6/14/2007 12:05:00 AM
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hasnt being blogging.
but i guess i'm not the only one.
alright.
being so sick lately.
and still. i think i'm not e only one .
i miss skewl
i miss cliques.
but i guess i'll see damm soon.
graduation cereomy on 29th.
yup hope all turns up.
-gotta go-
shattered`* 5/21/2007 02:33:00 PM
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haha am in nyp.
suppose to help kim on her comp thingy.
ended up blogging!!
stupid.
ok read ah pa blog.
she doesnt seem ok.
something is hiding inside her heart.
ah pa.anything jus say k?
son will always there for you.
dun keep to yrself k? -loves-
and d fact is.
i haven met my cliques up for bout a month.
wondering how r they.
RAHH. mit up SOON okays?
haha alright gotta go.
-lovesandhates-
shattered`* 5/09/2007 05:54:00 PM
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sighs-
1 month has past!
i miss SKEWL?
haha. stupid.
hmmm.loads of things happen lately.
hmmm.loads of things happen lately.
lazy to blog it out.
just felt that some are pretenders.
some closer to me.
knows who i'm talking bout.
haha those who doesn't understand.
it so obvious.
it's not bout u lar.
lalala.just being bored. sorry:)
oh ya. today clinic ladies night.
wahaha.
thinking of quitting clubbing.
BUT haha you know.it's always so hard.
yup gotta go!!
take care
shattered`* 4/19/2007 01:50:00 PM
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hasnt being updating.
haha just felt a new path of life
awaiting me.
loads of things has change
ever since i left skewl.
people around me..
cliques has their own life too.
but never fail to miss dem.
oh.
today friday night.
dxo ladies night.
free flow of house pour.
free flow of house pour.
haha.. I'M IN!!!
yup gotta stop here le.
I MISS KHAKIS!!!
shattered`* 4/13/2007 12:44:00 PM
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sighs-
after graduate.
dint know wad to do!
so darn bored.
seeking for a job soon.
yup anyway.
anyway. it's APRIL FOOL today.
watch out for yr back guys.
haha ok.gotta go.
-signingoffwithmisses-
shattered`* 4/01/2007 12:04:00 AM
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has being spending bout an hour.
wanting to change my blogskin.
but FAILED.
how stupid rite..?
sighs. has this short flash back tat pass thru my mind.
1 year ago.
this particular date.
i rem damm clearly i got exams.
dint sleep d whole nite.
cause of her.
now think back was kinda missed.
now tat i've graduate.
i really miss skewl.
miss d crappy klassmates of mine.
missed rushing to skewl.
missesd disturbing mrs bean
khakis tat push me to study!!
and now..tons of things to worry.
gotta go!
-misses-
shattered`* 3/27/2007 03:35:00 PM
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dammit.
2 more papers to go!!
almost cant sit for exams today.
i tot Bstats paper is at 11.
NO!!!
it started at 8.30.
so rush down.
haha manage to sit for paper tho :)
accounts paper really sucks today.
damm difficult sia.
but i dint give up doing.
wad i know. i just write down.
sighs.2 more days!!
all of us will lead our own life le!!
hope khakis still meet up often.
yup gotta go le!!
-misses-
shattered`* 3/13/2007 08:06:00 PM
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4 days to exams!!!
my god!
was am i suppose to do?
have being trying damm damm hard to study.
but dere's till a slight distraction.
dammit.
ya am just giving a short entry for now.
gotta go!!
-muggingsucks-
my god!
was am i suppose to do?
have being trying damm damm hard to study.
but dere's till a slight distraction.
dammit.
ya am just giving a short entry for now.
gotta go!!
-muggingsucks-
shattered`* 3/06/2007 11:38:00 AM
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hasnt being updating recently.
1 week to exams.
follow on graduate.
i will miss my khakis
my classmates.
those happy times in skewl.
sighs-
wonder if will we still be close after graduate.
anyway.
have made a decision to apply for navy.
just no reasons.
i just sign up without thinking.
perhaps i made e right choice.
a new brand start in dere.
wish me luck tat i can get in!!
yup gotta get on with work
love being a porcuepine dun u?
i'm sorry.
i wun be that needle holder of yrs!!
shattered`* 3/05/2007 10:57:00 AM
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YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!
2 good news!!
1 is tml no skewl.
dunno got wad function.
teacher wun be in skewl.
2nd thing is i'm meeting khakis later.
do wad ???
haha of course is mahjong.
mahjong, Mahjong and more MAHJONG.
gonna head to jim house later.
damm looking forward.
alright.
am stopping here soon.
-loves-
shattered`* 2/22/2007 07:45:00 PM
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hasnt being updating lately.
haha went play with cheehui n guys.
cause it's her-story party.
4 bucks for members.
8 bucks for non-member.
supposingly jody wanted to come.
but she back up last min.
damm play was fun tat night.
nic was wit von.
was quite shoked tho.
haha was intending to head home straight after play.
but not a single cab availavble.
like wth.
oh yeah.
i gotta stop here le.-signingoff-
shattered`* 2/21/2007 08:54:00 PM
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damm not feeling well since sat.
suspected dengue.
but am feeling beta now.
will be back to skewl tml.
stupid.
valentine day's coming.
followed by our cliques renuion dinner.
like wth la.
i cant miss d dinner.
everyone is looking forward to it.
even mengyee makes an effort to turn up.
i will recover by thurs.
lalala.
oh yeah. gonna stop here le.
-misses-
suspected dengue.
but am feeling beta now.
will be back to skewl tml.
stupid.
valentine day's coming.
followed by our cliques renuion dinner.
like wth la.
i cant miss d dinner.
everyone is looking forward to it.
even mengyee makes an effort to turn up.
i will recover by thurs.
lalala.
oh yeah. gonna stop here le.
-misses-
shattered`* 2/12/2007 02:41:00 PM
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at jiang hse now!!
main motive is too finish our CDP project.
secondary motive is gaming.
wadever la.
haha headng down science centre later.
find my precious jody.
haha everybody's not feeling well recently.
talked to section head jus now.
she say in order not to debar me.
i've to stay back skewl till 3 everyday till march.
like wtf lar.
i've to stop every moment of enjoyment with cliques le.
shall stop here.
starting our project veh soon.
-goodbyes-
shattered`* 2/07/2007 01:25:00 PM
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skewl so boring.
even mummy.( feli )
she sit beside me.
and complain she's so tired.
wahahaha.
later will be going out with mummy.
she want get her new year clothes.
haha den wait for papa to finish work.
might be going to Dxo tonight.
see how man.
it's ladies night.
yeah gotta go home now.
today class is till 10 only.
dunno wad for come skewl too.
-seeyouguys-
shattered`* 2/02/2007 09:14:00 AM
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whoo hoo!!
am currently at cafe heart now.
take this little effort to come here.
jody is alone today.
nic dint turn up.
so am here now blogging.
today had costing test!!
bean gave me last min revision.
was quite nice of her to do that.!!-smiles-
oh ya!!
there's sth interesting to share with u guys!!
it goes....
List Ten Things You Wanna Say To Ten Random People,But You Know you will Never Say These Things To Them. Don't Say Who The Comment is For, and use people only once.!!
1. Is it so hard for you to realise some of us are real
2. Why arent you changing.it has being years.
3. i'm trying.but i guess it'll never be enuff
4. i like being around u.a nice friend indeed
5. violence will never be a solution to everthing.
6. you kill me. u never fail to be there.
7. is money so impt to you?
8. is being materialistic that impt?is tat yr goal of life?
9. is flirting around n hurting girls feeling tat cool?
10. always smile. you never fail to frown each time we meet up.
shattered`* 1/30/2007 04:23:00 PM
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BORING!!!!!!!!!!
guess wad.
costing test at 12.30
nafa at 1.
means i got only 1/2 an hour man!
oh anyway..
if u guys got no where to go on sat night.
introduce u hard rock cafe!!
ladies night on sat.
2 free drinks!!
i mean tho 80 percent there is malay.
as long u have yr cliques there
no prob for d whole nite?
haha- considering to go back this cming sat!
so supposingly.
i was damm tired to go anywhere on sun!!
BUT!!
ting said lets go for lunch at traders!!
cause got 20% off bill.
damm i tell u.
d ambience there damm nice AND
d food dere is irresistable.
even when u r full
you will still wan to stuff d food in yr mouth!
till u really feel tat u're bursting.
this is wad happen yest.
haha- not funny lar.
alright gonna end here le.
will update soon!
-youaintminenow-
shattered`* 1/29/2007 10:42:00 AM
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just came back from millenia!!
waited for don to end work man!
me and feli!!
did quite some self study at starbucks!
haha.tml am going out with dem man.
catching a midnight movie i guess.
den probably head to don's place.
hope ah bye( vic ) can stay over!
am just hoping time dun pass so fast.
i cant bear to leave my klassmates now!
they're just 1 bunch of people.
who are truly great frends!
talked to peiling for quite sum while.
thanks for yr advice pl!!
i hope evrything really goes well for you!!
yup.i feel really better after talking to her!
thanks so much:)
yup gonna head home soon.
signing off le!!
-ifeelsomuchforyoustill.-
-goodbye-
shattered`* 1/25/2007 11:15:00 PM
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haha in skewl now!!
damm happy lar.
last min of study can make me pass my acc test!!
haha even stupid teacher say miracle!!
stupid!!
yest after skewl.
at first had no plans!!
so felicia say go down find don!!
ok lo!! anyway i wanna buy somethings from don shop!!
so we waited for don to end work at 7!!
saw ah beck ex girlfriend at candy empire!!
she gave a 20% discount sia!!
haha den went for dinner lo.
stupid la.
we go play arcade till so happy lar.
tsk but still make me feel so bright la.
stupid!!overall still happy:) heex!!
alright gonna stop here le!!
shattered`* 1/23/2007 11:49:00 AM
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in skewl now!!
was just in time for pe today!!
wahaha..
later am having bean lesson test!!
haven studied yet.
but cant escape d test too/.
man!!
DXO underage sucks lar.
so many people at soft la.
we queue for 10 plus to 12 den can get in.
den saw kim.
she was alone at d queue.
so i say when i get in den call her!!
cause i cant cut d queue.bouncers were looking out!!
den another group was pearlyn michelle.
oh yeah!!
they're tgt again!!
haha happy for dem sia!!
alright.den dance with pearlyn for a while.
she so funny lar stupid girl.
haha alright gonna go!!
-byes-
shattered`* 1/22/2007 11:02:00 AM
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nic was admited to hospital yest!
everyone was worry.
i went down to look for her bout 4!!
she look damm pale lar.
yup am going down today again!
haha i started studying recently.
damm lar.
there's so much to catch up!
it's like haha nvm!
will meet up cliques more often...
to study tgt of course!
yeah.. i'm getting on track le!!
lalalalalalala..
alright.
gonna stop here!!
-wishnicrecoversoon-
shattered`* 1/18/2007 02:28:00 PM
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hasnt being blogging lately.
things arent going smoothly 4 me.
but still life still goes on!!
in skewl now!
bean's lesson.
veh soon can hear her stop nagging le!!
yup gonna stop.
promise to update soon!
shattered`* 1/16/2007 11:41:00 AM
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am really shag!
couldnt rest! enuff!
when will u love me like how u did?
when will i get a better treating from u.
when will all d scoldings stop?
when will we really settle down.
in my mind now,
i've got loads of loads of question?
i just cant get d right answer.
well i really tot u'll appreciate
everything i gave in d last few weeks!
i'm just so tired.
maybe all u will do is all me to end everything.
i'm d one hanging on all this while.
aniwae gotta go!
-9moredaysto8-
shattered`* 12/01/2006 08:36:00 AM
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wahahaha.!!
all dec babies bdae coming soon!
ski is on 3rd.
swtheart's on 6th!
gerald's on 7th.
and of course mine on 18th!!
hahah.turning 19 soon!
dun ask me wad i want.
cause i really dunno!
haha perhaps u guys could jus put a ribbon on yrself.
and present yrself to me!
not funny lar!
alright shall blog till here!
shattered`* 11/29/2006 11:43:00 PM
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RAHH!!!
i'm in skewl!!
damm ! 1 more gone from our klass !
guess who?
haha it's for u to find out!
just so bored now !
alright end now!!
shattered`* 11/27/2006 11:57:00 AM
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RAHH!!!
i'm in skewl!!
damm ! 1 more gone from our klass !
guess who?
haha it's for u to find out!
just so bored now !
alright end now!!
shattered`* 11/27/2006 11:57:00 AM
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currently at sii hse!!
met her up at yishun!!
she going buy phone soon!!
fucking rich kid lar.
less den a year den change phone. tsk.
haha saw ming friendster jus now!
den saw some under 18 photo.
lalalala.
rite that's vic n ming.
happily kissing !! haha!
hmmm yup gonna get goin alr.
but before i go!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO!!!
shattered`* 11/26/2006 06:40:00 PM
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currently in skewl.
was almost late today!!
but hah i made it.
hmmm exams are round d corner!!
2 weeks from now.
5 sub in total.
plenty revesions to do!!
haha seems like i've got a busy end yr before my bdae!!
yup n now i got to struggle with com skills 1st.
so that means....
i got to go off now!!
haha byes-
shattered`* 11/20/2006 10:50:00 AM
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finally after an hr.
d bloody com can xcess to internet.
den after coming in to blogger.
i dint know wad to blog.
really damm stupid lar.
haa dun blog le.
shall stop here
-i'myrsins-
love me wont you?
shattered`* 11/17/2006 09:48:00 AM
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haven being blogging since dunno when.
anyway dear!!
HAPPY 7th MONTH k!!
have went thru ups n down with you.
just wanna hang on k.
meeting don n cliques at bedok later.
n mayb going prawning later.
haha i wan catch many many prawn.
yups that all for now!!
gonna catch up with all my work!!
-byes-
shattered`* 11/10/2006 08:58:00 AM
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FELICIA INVADES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
muahahahahahaha!
=PppPPpPpPPppPpppPpPPp
shattered`* 10/30/2006 11:54:00 AM
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at cindy house now.
using her lappy.
alrights. i cant really talk much now.
lost my voice yest plus bad sorethroat.
thanks to d hazy weather!!
oh ya!! when d clock hits 12.
it's cindy sweet 17 bdae!
haha dunno whether can wish her personally not.
haha just realise quite alot of oct babies.!
after cindy is yenmei, follow by deAR .
i know wad to get for dear bdae alr.
yup will stop here !
shattered`* 10/25/2006 11:28:00 PM
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in skewl again.
dint attend Pe lesson today.
not feeling well.
what a boring day can!
monday timetable sucks lar.
end at 3!
whatever!!
gonna stop here.
cause dunno wad to blog anymore!!
-whyarewehere-!
shattered`* 10/23/2006 11:23:00 AM
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as usual..in skewl!!
can be more boring.
played mahjong for d whole damm night.
so damm tired lar.
den d haze make me damm wanna stay hme more lar.
cannot make it lar.
it's too hazy alr.
wahaha.anyway dear was sweet to send me to skewl.
wondering where is she now!!
will go home n have some rest
den fetch her in d night!!
alrights shall stop here!!
gonna concentrate alr.
-loveyou-
shattered`* 10/20/2006 09:18:00 AM
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first day in skewl..
quite turn off tho.
cause it means no more fun.
plus more work in skewl.
was quite tired actually.
couldnt sleep at night.
was turning n tossing.
just a short entry for now.!
-updatesoon-!
shattered`* 10/16/2006 10:43:00 AM
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had a big quarrel today again.
just couldnt understand..
how much i meant to her.
how hurt when we always quarrel..
i understand she treasure her frenx alot.
just dun understand.
y cant she treat me like her fren too.
i know she loves me.
it's just d way she express.
it's too harsh i would say.
almost turn out to be a break up.
i wouldnt wan.
dun wish to give up this r/s so easily.
because she really meant alot to me.
i dunno how long can we last.
but i really hope tat things will be better.
i will change my attitude.
i will be a better carmen.
i will be a better gf
and give her my best till d end..
-iloveyou-
shattered`* 9/15/2006 02:30:00 AM
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as usual..
at sii hse. wahaha-
alrights dint head to skewl again!
just cant get my head off d pillow this morning..
had a great dinner with mr kwa today.
haha miss her loads man.
miss everything bout her lar.
i hope she's doing fine with her current job.
well well..
looking forward to next holidays!!
cause all this while..
i dint reallt study..
haha still dare to say hor!!
anyway gonna end here soon
cause i dint know wad to blog!!
heh-
shattered`* 8/18/2006 01:54:00 AM
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alrights as usual..
not at hme!!
yest was at peiling hse.
today's at sii hse..
was looking back at d past just nw.
n realise tym past real fast.
so fast that i'm with dear for 4 months.
was reading her blog just now.
n there's this particular entry bout us!
my biggest regrets..
i dunno how to say!!
just want to last this r/s of mine alap!
because i knw i fallen so much..
so much more den usual.
all i will do for her is changes in myself.
all d hot temper, rudeness. sensitive etc!!
i believe we have a long way to go!!
-youmeansomuchtome-
shattered`* 8/17/2006 03:24:00 AM
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alrights as usual..
not at hme!!
yest was at peiling hse.
today's at sii hse..
was looking back at d past just nw.
n realise tym past real fast.
so fast that i'm with dear for 4 months.
was reading her blog just now.
n there's this particular entry bout us!
my biggest regrets..
i dunno how to say!!
just want to last this r/s of mine alap!
because i knw i fallen so much..
so much more den usual.
all i will do for her is changes in myself.
all d hot temper, rudeness. sensitive etc!!
i believe we have a long way to go!!
-youmeansomuchtome-
shattered`* 8/17/2006 03:24:00 AM
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alrights as usual..
not at hme!!
yest was at peiling hse.
today's at sii hse..
was looking back at d past just nw.
n realise tym past real fast.
so fast that i'm with dear for 4 months.
was reading her blog just now.
n there's this particular entry bout us!
my biggest regrets..
i dunno how to say!!
just want to last this r/s of mine alap!
because i knw i fallen so much..
so much more den usual.
all i will do for her is changes in myself.
all d hot temper, rudeness. sensitive etc!!
i believe we have a long way to go!!
-youmeansomuchtome-
shattered`* 8/17/2006 03:24:00 AM
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currently at peiling hse..
tsk her baby is soooo naughty!!
had couple of scratches frm tat dog@!!
guess i wun be going to skewl again..
have being slacking this few weeks!!
when it's tym to buck up,
i'll definately will..
but for d tym being..
just relax!!
alrights..guess i shall make it a short one!!
am more interested in bejewled 2..haa!!
shattered`* 8/16/2006 04:24:00 AM
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super low!!
shattered`* 6/30/2006 11:33:00 AM
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currently at yixin house again!!
well came to her house to slack
n also to so-called celebrate kim bdae!!
well skewl suck so much..
tat bloody mrs bean has been irritating me bout everything
skewl homework,attendance
to the extend of family probs..
i cant study with this kind of teacher around..
oh ya..dearie started at work at leviet already..
hope she get used to d environment dere!!
our 2nd anni coming..
dunno wad to buy fer her lar..
yup but before i go!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!!!
shattered`* 6/08/2006 10:46:00 PM
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haven been blogging since dunno when!!
haha alright starting with my skewl life first..
exams coming..
haven been attending skewl recently..
got 11 mc for this month..
die horribly manx!!
still thinkingg whether to continue skewl or to quit..
sighs..haven being feeling well..
being coughing fer a week pluS oready..
oh ya..just realise that i have alot of june babies too..
just celebarted kim bdae..
yest night was janey..
next wed is sii n meng yee..
dunno when is whos again!!
yup gotta here fer now!!
-tired-
i miss you dearie!!
shattered`* 6/04/2006 03:08:00 AM
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